Well the last four years have involved me trying new things and trying to make it interesting despite the health problems. Some things have been really great and others haven’t worked out as well as I hoped. During the past few weeks I really thought that I had run out of options to make life interesting on a regular basis. There have been some lovely things, such as meeting up with my hippie friends in Birmingham. But often I look at my Monday to Friday diary and it can be fairly empty – the highlight last week was going to the dentist!! Bad enough for anyone but even worse if you suffer from dental phobia. However, I digress. I needed something to get me out of the house, whilst allowing me to enjoy other activities and be able to pace myself health wise. So I applied for a part-time place on a BA English degree programme. At this point I think that I should add that I haven’t studied English since my O-levels 31 years ago!! I have studied OU Arts and Humanities modules but they were very broad focused. But being the eternal optimist (!!!!!!) I submitted my application. I received a nice reply saying that as part of the application process I had to write a 1000 word critical appraisal of two specified poems. I’ve never studied poetry in my life!! I looked at the poems and they meant absolutely nothing to me and I hadn’t got a clue how to analyse poetry. Then followed frantic reading on the Internet and in books trying to learn what I should do. I learnt a whole new world including rhyming couplets, meter, enjambment, iambic pentameter, personification and voice. I submitted the assignment four days before the deadline hoping that the tutor wouldn’t laugh too much and fully expecting a rejection letter. BUT!!!!!! I’ve got an unconditional offer from the University of Northampton. I’m amazed and it has really boosted my confidence. I never thought that I would be a student studying English Literature but it just goes to show that you don’t know what will happen until you try!!!
40’s
Hello world!
Welcome to my blog!! The blog is all about how life changes and how you have to change with it. My most recent change, and probably my saddest ever, was when my gorgeous Susie “Woo” collie dog passed away on January 27th 2015. This site is named after her. She was my best friend from the day that we found each other at a rescue centre on my birthday in October 2000 when Susie was approximately 12 months old.
During that time we have been through many changes – some of which I may reflect upon. The sad changes have included having to take ill health retirement from my academic career at the age of 43 and trying to find myself again after that major upheaval. So I’ve grieved for the health I’ve lost, my career and I’m now grieving for Susie. But I know that whilst grieving it is important to focus on the positives.
The aim of the blog is to therefore focus on positive things that I am trying to do with my life now as I chaotically stumble through this world. Please enjoy this journey with me!
